Wednesday 1 February 2012

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Life is very very hard at the moment. I hate to admit it, it being 2012, my year! But, not only are we facing our main, only wage earner being out of a job end of march, we have a very very unhappy baby at night. And I am at the very end of my tether. I just don't know what to do. Is there some underlying problem as to why she won't sleep or is it that I am just a really bad mummy? Babies can't tell you what's wrong, and no matter what books/people say Im not tuned into what she's trying to tell me. It is utterly soul destroying and I can feel myself getting more and more down. Believe me it takes quite a lot nowadays to bring me down, fighting cancer last year I'm surprised how mere lack of sleep is affecting me.
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  1. Madness and mayhem3 February 2012 at 06:50

    I havent slept for 9 months!c goes down at 7 wakes at 8 again at midnight/1 and then at 3 again at 4 then up at 7.The health visitor says just leave her to cry.Easier said than done!

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    1. maddy3 February 2012 at 11:01

      It's so so hard. You feel like no one understands. Leaving them to cry is the very last option but after 11 months think I am there now. Maybe! Let me know how it goes for you, if it gets any better. Chin up xx

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  2. Madness and mayhem4 February 2012 at 03:32

    I will do.She was up 5 times last night i just feel like crying :(

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